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Modeling to be drawn and become a Piece of Art

In this global world where everyone is connected it has become a lot easier to be able to connect and contact with people all around the world and I have had the chance to speak with really talented and creative people that are painters, drawers, illustrators , etc. where I have, kind of model for them, through a photo and they have represent me in their art with their different styles.

So here amathalovers I am going to tell you my experience in this artistic world where I have challenge me a lot doing postures that I didn’t think I will do, but when done, they look so beautiful and normal that I thought “Ok, I like this, think can do more and similar to this”.

So if you follow me on Instagram, you may have seen that I have posted several pieces of art of me where I have been drawn, by different drawers and where more will be posted.

I have always liked art, its like staying alive forever printed for eternity, so I started to contact some drawers, checking out styles that I liked and since I am a direct woman, I started to talk to them and told them, pretty much at the moment without to many chit chat, if they will like to draw me, with the majority of them saying “yes, how you will like to be drawn?” Answer that I really like and I started to send pictures of me for them to draw, from where the selection of pics I sent they decided which one or ones wanted to draw. Some have some ideas that I considered and evaluated and are like the pictures below.

Started working with them like this.

Now being capable of doing this!

There is a lot of difference from how I started to the way that I can work now, don’t you think? And it has been in a really short time, but that doesn’t mean that I am going to pose spreading over and over again and that I am going to show my pussy everytime, NO, it depends of what we are looking and if it keeps the sensuality I want. That I think we manage to stay in that smooth line between sensuality – eroticism with that pic, what you think? One thing you are thinking is, where is the uncensored version?, well it is not in instagram and not here, yet, just thinking if I post it later.

From a drawers idea I did a full nude set, without thinking on sending him those pictures, but when I saw the pictures at the end, I saw me beautiful, really liked the pictures, just doing something natural, like sitting, that yes, when a woman sits with legs open, her pussy spread, thats completely normal, so why this has to be erotic when I am doing something that many woman do?

The answer for me is that I am not doing something erotic since I am doing something normal, I am acting naturally, yes my pussy is shown at its full but, “Hey! thats the way a woman looks when she is doing things fully naked, like sitting with her legs open”, so, there is nothing wrong with that.

Some persons may said, “that is not a way for a lady to sit”, “this is just porn”, “totally vulgar”, “innapropiate for a lady”, SORRY, SCREW THAT WAY OF THINKING, evolution is coming, I don’t care for your rules and I sit the way I feel comfortable.

In an easy way, just imagine that if I am doing a boudoir, I am in my private room, where I can sit and do as I want, not as some rules on how society wants us females to act because it is “The proper way that makes us look like a true lady”, for me, just bullshit.

I can sit the way I want and do as I want, I will not stay with the old rules and that old thinking that has left us women where we are in society and we are fighting to get out. I think you know what I mean.

And even I am outside, I can do as I please, I am a female, a lady, a tough and strong woman, that follows her own rules and act as I feel good, doing it for me, not for societies rules to see if I am accepted on the way they say is the “correct and proper” way.

Have read some opinions that “boudoirs are done in a private room since no one will go outside in lingerie or nude to different places”, that comment makes me laugh, ask a nudist, as simple as that, there is your no one. For me thats part of the old thinking that I am going against with Amatha. The world is my scenario, a place for me to do my art.

Can say more about my opinion of this lady – no lady idea, on how old and wrong I think it is in many ways and how things have to change, but I think I will leave it for another blog entrance and keep with the main idea here.

But returning to the artistic view, a drawer told me, in his professional opinion what he thinked about this pic, and this is what he told me:

“This is not erotic because you are doing nothing erotic, you just inspire erotic thoughts that turns this to be erotic, because it is impossible not to admire every curve, every single part of that beautiful body”

So, as always, it depends on how you see it. In a men’s thought “there is a beautiful woman spreading where he has to admire every inch of it”, so as always, it seems that I am causing erotic thoughts by doing something normal for me, like sitting spread. World works strange, an even one is trying to do art, because for me its art, you will always have that different views where everyone sees what they want to see, where the horny mind turns art into erotism.

Other drawers have told me that everything depends on the right posture, where you can show anything and by having the right posture it turns artistic, both for the person who is doing it and drawing it, but for the viewer it can turn to be erotic since, in some way, it generates erotic thoughts where they just see a naked woman showing parts of her body. And honestly, lets be real, you can have erotic thoughts without the need of seeing a woman naked, just by using really sexy clothes or even normal cloth, you turn erotic something that isn’t so, its impossible, in some way, not to generate erotic thoughts; so making art is difficult with that smooth lines that you don’t have to cross to keep the artistic approach and even you do something fully clothed, if someone has erotic thoughts then, supposedly, your art can be considered kind of erotic because a guy jerk with it, something unfair. A mind can play with what it sees in many ways, so it is difficult,

But thats part of society, different minds, different perspectives, that I think is ok and necessary, since if everyone think in the same way this will be extremely boring.

So yes, I will continue to do this artistic works, collaborating with different people to be drawn, feel free to contact me if you have an idea or want a muse for a draw you have in mind, we can talk about it; will continue to work with different drawing styles, with different poses, showing who knows and now maybe you are asking yourself, if you will be able to see the real pics behind those drawings?, because reality is or may be different, don’t you think?…

Well… the answer is that you will have to check often the site in order to see if the real pics will be posted, I think there is a high chance that they will, but only by passing by and seeing you will be able to see.

Meanwhile, follow me on Instagram for more artistic draws, visit the Art Gallery in here, enjoy my Boudoirs, read the blog with my different stories, tip me so you can support me in this hot and sexy journey and thank you for following me on this adventure of mine of Amatha “The Masked Boudoir Model”, SIMPLY ENJOY LIFE.

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7 comments

  1. Very, very sexy! I think that it can be both natural and sexy, as in your sketch with your legs open. It seems that you may have been aroused when the photo was taken? If so, then it’s captured in the sketch, if not, then it’s the way the sketch impressed me. I’m looking forward to comparing the real photo to the sketch. 😀

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    1. Not sure if I felt aroused but I felt I was doing something normal and was enjoying a lot the photo shoot, without even caring for what I was showing because at the end, is my body and in a naked situation that is what is shown, so whats the problem? Like the drawer said, “not an erotic pic, but since it generates erotic thoughts it is erotic”, with that thinking, then erotism is everywhere if you see it that way, horny minds are everywhere and get horny with a lot of different stuff.
      Of the real pic, I can tell you that it looks really good and it helped me decide that I should try and do this draw, sketch or painting. Not that I am going to pose spread every time and change my ideality of sensuality, that I think it was kept in that pic even being spread, not gonna happen, but felt real good that I try and test myself, that was completely worth it. 😄

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      1. Yes, to face fears and defeat them is something necessary in life in order to evolve 😄

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